Weird Feeling

I think I should be happy. But somehow I am not THAT happy. There are other priorities in my life at the moment. Things that I really look forward to and so ready to have. But not THAT one. I have never seen it coming. I would be lying if I said I didn't feel anything. Of course I do feel SOMETHING.

I felt honoured.

I felt like my existence is somehow noted.

I finally felt OUR existence are noted.

I felt as if I was being acknowledged for the hard work done all these years, for OUR hard work and efforts all these years.


Honestly, I feel relieved that somehow, my sister is finally at the brink of getting off the hook. The hook that's somehow silently strangling her, choking and spitting lies which claiming her choices were blinded by favouritism. Her judgements were clouded by misleading mists of friendship. That she is a person who values one by their colour.

If one of us does get this, I hope that would shut the hell their bloody mouths up. I don't really care if it's only for mere 5 minutes or the whole 55 minutes of public display. I don't care who gets it, as long as it's one of us.

As long as it's one of us.

And if one of us does get it, I'm so gonna celebrate it! ;)